The Head of Operations

I enjoy work. Time goes really fast. I love the people that I work with. I love eating at the most perfect times during the day, just when I am hungry but not so hungry that my stomach feels bad. I love how I am respected because of the things people believe I've gone through and achieved- I thank them for that. It is kind of a leap of faith. Because they don't know me. But they still consider me their leader.

I think about life a lot these days. What's the point of it? I read a very interesting passage about "first love". The first serious love, and the first serious heartbreak that comes after it. I think I may have gone through that recently. I view life completely differently now. Males, although they are much more stoic and nonchalant than their female counterparts, are strangely extremely passionate when it comes to love. I guess something true. But once they realize that their passion cannot be matched by their female counterparts, after having given their all, they realize that maybe love isn't worth it. At least not as much as they used to believe.

I don't know why, but I think of this concept of "love" very often. I'm not lonely, I'm not looking for a relationship, and I hold no grudges against my last relationship. But, I believe that "love" drives the world. Even those that shun the romantic concept of love and indulge in promiscuous activities are in a way using love as their driving force in life. The only difference is that they choose to manipulate it.

How do I feel about love, I don't know. I'm more on the side that it is what we all strive for but can seldom get. I mean that only a few of us get it. Most of us will end up faking it after their big failure in which they had waged all of them. Nah mean? There's only so much one can bear to keep waging...... After a while you're just playing SAFE.

Tell me I'm not right.......................... Cowards

P.S. Notice how my post segued to something completely different from the original topic... The title of this post says "The Head of Operations". Haha...................................... Interesting