things done changed

remember the simpler days when we could incessantly beg our parents for that $100 for a new bike/skateboard/rollerblades without having to second think about our family's financial situations

when we'd get a bad score on a test and just worry about being scolded by our parents, not our future lives or how incompetent we are

when we could tell a crush that we like her (maybe with a little thing of chocolate hah) without possibly coming across as a weird or impulsive person or maybe even a player

when we'd go on a family trip and enjoy every single second of it or constantly dread it thinking about how much fun we would have been having with our friends, without ever thinking about when we'll get to be with our family like this again

when we'd bum around the house all day during breaks desperately waiting for something fun to come up, without having to think about what others are doing to get ahead in life while we're being unproductive



the things that used to concern me just seem simple and happy for some reason. with that rollerblade all i could think about was how badass i'd look cruising on them.. on those idle summer days whenever something came up, like a sleepover, i'd be like helllllllllllll yea. during those dreadful family trips i'd just think about all the "cooler" things i'd do with my buddies once i got back because i believed that my family would be there no matter what so no worries there.

i guess theres still a lot of the child hakbeen left in me. :P

kinda gettin excited for summer already. Gyea