at a certain time in my life, i think i've suddently decided to strive to become a go-getter, the opposite of one who is passive. im not sure when this time was exactly, but i know that i told myself i can't jus watch people and opportunities pass all the time.
the biggest danger in this mindset is trying to make mine the things that were never supposed to be mine. its called forcing. this makes me foolish. its not me.
the excess amount of determination and courage compromised the value of patience, which is just as important. something that truly made me who i am today.

life's a constant new learning experience and i feel like right now is the moment to learn to accomodate to the pace of those around me, whether it be people or the environment.

but i cant help but think